............. I feel like everything is going fast but im moving slow.  Conscious in whats going on but ignorant to whats reality.  My heart is numb, my mind is wandering in the galaxy of confusion while my body stays on earth stiff in different illusions.  If only you would remove the judgmental blindfold and give me peace.......... not war....

Man..... Its been awhile sinced I shared something on xanga, been on FaceBook all the time, but how can I leave something (xanga) I started along time ago before this FaceBook.  I guess you can say I'm back to my rootZ. Lol....

I'm done with Teen Mania can't believe it its been three years that I shared part of my life there.  I want to thank God for giving me persraverance, diligence, confidence and using me to help partake in other people lives.  Man no words can express how much I appreciate first God and also Teen Mania Ministries.  I can remember when I saw that promo video of the HA and immediately knew I was suppose to go for a year not three years though Lol.. Its amazing how God has other plans for us than out regular plans we have for ourselves.

Well... anyway back at home, its different here. Being around Godly people at HA and now around wordly people (lol). Been chillin with my family alot more, but majority myself, kind of like it.  Spending time more with the Lord, reading, thinking etc. Now! its on now I'm really determining things, praying for what direction to go, my career, church, my call and so on.  Right now looking for a job getting on my feet, getting paid (lol its about time).  Really appreciating the friendships I have and developed at the HA.  Where would I be without the friendships I have, met some incredible people at the HA that I can say they truly love me and I love them.  You know who you are....

I think I said enough and if you read this far I want to thank you for baring with me.  But alittle nugget before I exit.  Were made in the likeness of God right?  Well I believe the qualities or characterisics we have we got them from God.  Now hold on, dont think too fast hear me out.  I believe God has feelings, has a heart (not physically) meaning has emotions, cries, has anger (but he's slow to anger), cares, loves.  I believe us as humans easily believe that God has this hard heart and doesnt have any feelings.  If you do you need to read the Word slowly again.  We have to remember God loves, forgives, cares, helps us and etc.  And by thinking this and knowing it, we become more attracted to God knowing He do these things, and that thought that He has no feelings and has a hard heart can disappear.  Thank you so much for your time..

Leave some words from the heart (comment) if you want....

Peace & Blessings

Just alittle rhyme for my home state Virginia, feel free to read it:

East coast is where I boast lets take up a toast

For the homeland where I was raised the most

residin in the state of the legacy is where I'm found

so much history you walkin on royal ground

I will be there in like 5 months....., 5 months?

Yeah thats quite awhile I aint gonna front (lol)

Yeah it's been a  minute the last time I rhymed

Its time to took take this heavenly gift and put it on the lines

of the paper so I can bring reality to the fakers

Aiight thats enough I guess I'll post something later

                                                                                                                Peace, Love & Soul